Comments on: …. http://www.jocund.net/brian/2005/06/26/186/ freedom is the silence of the law Sun, 06 Jul 2008 00:36:11 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.0.4 by: middendorf http://www.jocund.net/brian/2005/06/26/186/#comment-281 Wed, 29 Jun 2005 14:09:53 +0000 http://www.jocund.net/brian/2005/06/26/186/#comment-281 Its OK to be a cog. Without cogs, you wouldn't have shit Its OK to be a cog. Without cogs, you wouldn’t have shit

]]> by: brian http://www.jocund.net/brian/2005/06/26/186/#comment-280 Tue, 28 Jun 2005 04:53:55 +0000 http://www.jocund.net/brian/2005/06/26/186/#comment-280 Jacob, undecided, but leaning toward bad. As it seems, in college I believed that my work would fill my glass of happiness, but that just isn't the case. It has at times, but without longevity. Honestly, I'm lonely. It's very true I do worthwhile things for society, et al. via work and what not. But, I want a woman a serious part in my life -- which I haven't found after two years of searching. And I'm sick of dating; it's amazingly frustrating and sometimes saddening. And to top it all off, for the past few months (and for one more to go at least), my life has been consumed by my vocation. Which is not the worst thing, or even a bad thing. But, it certainly does suck that I don't have a hug waiting for me by a girl who has chosen to spend time with me, because they like and care for me on a significant level. So yeah, I feel like a cog. Cogs are important parts of machines. And the machine is running well and I am pleased that I'm doing well by truly making a difference in millions of lives. But I feel that this 'cog' projection of me as of late is very one-dimensional. And I wish I had more dimensions in my life. Ideally, spending time with someone. Jacob, undecided, but leaning toward bad. As it seems, in college I believed that my work would fill my glass of happiness, but that just isn’t the case. It has at times, but without longevity. Honestly, I’m lonely. It’s very true I do worthwhile things for society, et al. via work and what not. But, I want a woman a serious part in my life — which I haven’t found after two years of searching. And I’m sick of dating; it’s amazingly frustrating and sometimes saddening. And to top it all off, for the past few months (and for one more to go at least), my life has been consumed by my vocation. Which is not the worst thing, or even a bad thing. But, it certainly does suck that I don’t have a hug waiting for me by a girl who has chosen to spend time with me, because they like and care for me on a significant level.

So yeah, I feel like a cog. Cogs are important parts of machines. And the machine is running well and I am pleased that I’m doing well by truly making a difference in millions of lives. But I feel that this ‘cog’ projection of me as of late is very one-dimensional. And I wish I had more dimensions in my life. Ideally, spending time with someone.

]]> by: mark http://www.jocund.net/brian/2005/06/26/186/#comment-279 Mon, 27 Jun 2005 17:35:09 +0000 http://www.jocund.net/brian/2005/06/26/186/#comment-279 and you look like one too, doo doo! and you look like one too, doo doo!

]]> by: Jacob http://www.jocund.net/brian/2005/06/26/186/#comment-278 Mon, 27 Jun 2005 14:53:25 +0000 http://www.jocund.net/brian/2005/06/26/186/#comment-278 I'm confused. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? In other words, are you pleased to be part of a well-oiled machine, so to speak? Or are you feeling like an insignificant part of a mechanical, soulless apparatus? Please clarify! I’m confused. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? In other words, are you pleased to be part of a well-oiled machine, so to speak? Or are you feeling like an insignificant part of a mechanical, soulless apparatus? Please clarify!

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